i'm glad that you can forgive
only hoping as time goes you can forget
this whole damn song
Friday, June 19, 2009
Saturday, June 6, 2009
text
"No, I don't want to, this time. I want to hold onto this funny thing. God, it's gotten big on me. I don't know what it is. I'm so damned unhappy, I'm so mad, and I don't know why. I feel like I'm putting on weight. I feel fat. I feel like I've been saving up a lot of things, and don't know what. I might even start reading books."
: Reason why I picked up Bradbury off the shelf.
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The 5th marks my third day of the 30 day shred. I'm feeling better about it. I'll be able to carry shit now. That's good.
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"I haven't decided. Right now I've got an awful feeling I want to smash things and kill things."
"Go take the beetle."
"No, thanks."
"The keys to the beetle are on the night table. I always like to drive fast when I feel that way. You get it up around ninety-five and you feel wonderful. Sometimes I drive all night and come back and you don't know it. It's fun out in the country. You hit rabbits, sometimes you hit dogs. Go take the beetle."
Thursday, June 4, 2009
wanderlust
Wanderlust, n.
A desire to travel, to understand one's very existence.
- The Fall, special features video.
I keep telling myself I'll wake up earlier to get more of the day, but my normal sleeping schedule now seems to be around 4/5AM- 2PM. My alarm is always set to 11-12 but I keep pushing snooze. It's been abnormally cold recently for June, and so the warmth and comfort of my bed are things that keep me in. I think I've also realized that I'd rather stay in and sleep/daydream for so long because my dreams are better than the nothing that I have to look forward to in real life.
I dreamt that Joe surprised the whole family with airplane tickets! I flipped through the tickets to find my name and found that I was flying to Paris with a stop over in Montreal and (since dreams don't make sense) I was flying back from Hanoi with a stop over in Hawaii! ehe. I was really ecstatic.
There were a number of other occurrences but I don't remember anymore :|
A desire to travel, to understand one's very existence.
- The Fall, special features video.
I keep telling myself I'll wake up earlier to get more of the day, but my normal sleeping schedule now seems to be around 4/5AM- 2PM. My alarm is always set to 11-12 but I keep pushing snooze. It's been abnormally cold recently for June, and so the warmth and comfort of my bed are things that keep me in. I think I've also realized that I'd rather stay in and sleep/daydream for so long because my dreams are better than the nothing that I have to look forward to in real life.
I dreamt that Joe surprised the whole family with airplane tickets! I flipped through the tickets to find my name and found that I was flying to Paris with a stop over in Montreal and (since dreams don't make sense) I was flying back from Hanoi with a stop over in Hawaii! ehe. I was really ecstatic.
There were a number of other occurrences but I don't remember anymore :|
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